The end of winter, at least this year, is weird. Rain, snow, thunder, hail, 70 degree temps, and back to snow.
My roommates are pretty cool, and one of them is also continuing to stay on for the next two years, so she might just be my roomie for the long haul,
Apparently, my boss thinks I am working too much.
When I try hard enough, I can actually get some studying done, I just have to go about it the right way. Schedule the time. Go in early, have no other option but to study. Find a quiet place and continually remind myself that the more productive I am at that time, the less I have to do later.
My classmates names: Matt, Ryan, Ryan, Trish, Mary, Casey, Kaylah, Garrett, Rachel, Laura.
My therapist has bad days too...
and abuse doesn't just go away. Neither does self doubt, or feelings of neglect.
But, I am finally getting the tools I need to deal with it and move on.
Fiber is absolutely awesome (see video link below) but there are 12 different types of it, and I have to know them all.
I kick tush on nutritional biochem exam and exercise science exam.
I like grits. And West African Peanut Stew over millet. And simply roasted cauliflower.
I still dislike eggplant. Me and Shrimp = No.
I will try/eat anything you put in front of me, within reason.
There is a 4 day horse show going on while I am at home!!
Being honest is the best way to be. Ask for what you want, you just might get it.
LESSON 1: There are no shoulds in the past or the future. Only Wills and Dids. The long, twisting road is the road with the most memories and stories, so don't wish it away. The destination is still the destination, no matter how long it takes to get there.
This past week, I filmed a bunch of videos. They aren't the best quality, but its still a useful outlet, so I am going to continue to film them.
I also started doing daily yoga. Sometimes once a day, sometimes twice. Always a vinyasa/strength practice and/or a hatha/restorative practice. It is actually helping. PLUS, I am getting in 10000 a day. Its too important now to my health not to at least try.
Also, I am terrified of losing my insurance....... so anything I can do to help myself in the future and move away from so many meds and move toward fewer doctors and fewer doctor appointment is THE BEST!
Next Week
I am looking forward to Cajun Creole food, blah buster day, working a few less hours, another blog post, dinner with the roomies, no exams. And another therapy session.
One week closer to going home and seeing my puppy.
I need to find a good Thai food place. Another way to make money. Start studying for my counseling midterm. Film first cancer video.
This Week's video:
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